this week has just been awful... haha, so zoned out. late nights every night, my energy is just sapped. but well, i'm standing... ;)

just dun feel like attending school anymore, i'm just sleeping every lesson, not doing much work, and ponning more and more lessons everyday. haha, even at chem today, i just kept having to redo my experiment, and i didn't even manage to finish it. tt has never happened... haha. jeanne tan was shocked when she looked at my script today.

whatever... anyway, Mr chan accepted my suggestion to play taboo during civics! haha, with huishan and me on the same team, our side won quite easily... :P haha...

went to watch hockey after sch, just couldn't bring myself down for bio s, for quite a few reasons. anyway, it was pretty exciting... and there was this superbly amazing player - Pauline, number 77... very impressive crosses, strikes on the ball, and dribbling through long lines of defenders... :) saw hon score too... and the last goal was just quite amusing... bounced of a defender's stick and lobbed over the goalie... haha...

went orchard for dinner after tt... haha, wp and hs sure know how to travel and eat... love it man... except its tough on my wallet... haha... but dinner was so good!! tried to by my sis's bday present but found nothing.

competition is coming soon, i just wish it weren't tt tough. but still, i'm just diverting lotsa energy there, hopefully release all the unhappiness. haha...

and commendable performance by the 3 finalists on idol... thought fantasia's 3 performances were all great!! and i loved diana's last performance a lot... guess i can quite relate to it in a way, though i wasn't too pleased w her first 2 songs... esp e 2nd one, she just ruins the feelings in a celine song. dun like the arrangement either. and so glad jasmine was in tune! :) if only she didn't smile in the last song, then it'd have been quite good... :)

Don't Cry Out Loud

Baby cried the day the circus came to town,
'Cause she didn't want parades just passing by her.
So she painted on a smile and took up with some clown,
While she danced without a net upon the wire.
I know a lot about her, 'cause you see,
Baby, is an awful lot like me.

Don't cry out loud,
Just keep it inside,
And learn how to hide your feelings.
Fly high and proud.
And if you should fall,
Remember you almost had it all.

Don't cry out loud,
Just keep it inside,
And learn how to hide your feelings.
Fly high and proud.
And if you should fall,
Remember you almost had it all.